I hate how dumb a lot of people are. I know that's terrible, but that's how I feel.

People bitching about Wikipedia being down protesting for a very important cause, people calling MLK Day the "N word" Day, people who say reading is stupid.

Maybe I should stay off the internet for a while.

I finally reached a stress breaking point last night. As soon as Michael and I decided we wanted to go to school together, I've been nothing but worried at the prospects of getting into anywhere...let alone somewhere where we both get in. And being a mathematics major, I did the math. I've applied to 6 school. The probability of getting accepted to each school is at most 10%. Then the probability of getting into at least one school is less than 47%. Those are terrible odds.

I'm done with 3 applications, and I have 3 left now. I don't want to be so fussed with it, but I really don't want to let him down.

I need a good Christmas gift idea for a nerd.


Also, hoping to get published within the year. Yeah!

I am amoral. Being a nihilist, I don't believe in right and wrong, but I live in a world where everyone else does. I don't act on my belief. I don't steal, but I don't think it is wrong (among other things). Society does, and I want to live in society. So I live by its rules.

Sometimes I think the only thing that's "wrong" is me. Why does no one else think this way?

I feel as though I'm getting better at the violin. I try to find time to practice every day.