Nothing quite like being utterly humiliated before I get out of this place.
Saturday, 14 April 2012
The older I get the more I don't want children. Ever. Never ever. Gods be with me. Knock on wood. No babies.
Friday, 06 April 2012
I wish so badly that I could dance (tango). I really want to try to get lessons when we move to Texas.
Monday, 19 March 2012
Why? Why can't I be taller?
Wednesday, 14 March 2012
It's been over a year since my grandfather died. It's been over two years since I wished he would die.
I feel so many emotions at once. I don't know which one to handle first. Anger, sadness, sympathy, nostalgia. Mostly anger. This universe is a cruel place.
Thursday, 08 March 2012
I was accepted to TAMU's maths graduate program! It looks like that's where Michael and I will be moving at this point. They also waived tuition and gave me a $17k stipend. I'm very excited, and so happy I didn't disappoint myself or Michael.
I also would like to go to one of their Summer programs in July. I need to apply.
Sunday, 04 March 2012
I have a proper girl crush on Summer Glau.
Monday, 27 February 2012
If I could not feel like shit for one day where my stomach/intestines are concerned, I think I'd loose my mind.
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
I got into Florida State's graduate program. I get a tuition waver with a 17k stipend for the first year.
I really wish I could be more excited about it, but I can't because that's not where he wants to go. And that's fine, but I wish that he would at least be happy that I got in somewhere.
Tuesday, 07 February 2012
He's going to blame me when we can't go to Texas A&M. He may go without me.
Thursday, 02 February 2012
Sometimes I can't believe how lucky I am to have found someone that really cares for me and wants to spend time with me.
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
Trying not to barf since I've already taken my birth control pill. It's a real drag.